taktaw nak buh tajuk ap .

setelah sekian lama tdak brkata kata . akhirnya .

assalamualaikum and bismillahirrahmanirrahim ..

mnggu yg sgt memenatkan . xtaw nak start cte yg mna .sbb mmg byk bnda nk cte kat cnie . okay,frst .no more lptop for me .huhu,sdeynye .act,lptop yg tlah ak gna pkai slama ini was belong to my kak ngah but she gve me sincerely and lovingly .dn ak mnerima dgn hati trbuka .tue pon sbb ak da rosakkan hard dsk lptop tue .it costs many2 taw .dahla b4 nie ,ak da rosakkan yg abah .abeh hncur luluh hati nie ble bnda tue rosak .mna la nak taw kan : ( .

dan ari sbtu aritue ,ad mjlis cukur spupu ak . ak xtaw la nape ak pnat sgt . ad skalik tue , ak mndpat  arahan supaya mmbeli ais d kedai bhampirn .sbb ak bosan nak pegi sorg2 ( pdhal kdai tue tak smpai 20 lgkah pon ) ,ak pon ajak laa bdak 2 owg tue .bygkan ak yg mndukung sowg budak smbil mmgang erat tgn bdak lgik sowg . brsama tudung ekspres ,ak tak ubah nmpak spt bibik indon yg jga bdak2 kecik .adoii .
dan bla smpai kdai tue ,ak bwu je psan ais .bdak 2 owg tue da buat hal .sowg dah pi amek secekak gula2 lam tgn .sowg lagik yg ske jln thuyung hayang tue pegi men ngan brg2 kat situ. ak da bpeluh2 . nak tak nak ,ak kena dukung dy yg suda brat tue sbelum kjadian tak diingini brlaku .luckily ,ad kazen sowg ag dtg .ak suh dy tgk si abg tue .sbb ak dah pnat sgt2 . dan bila ak angkat pala ,ak nmpak bdak cashier tue tsengih2 cm kerang busuk kat ak . ak pon mmblas balek smbil mmnta maaf ,sgt bhemah .

(kejadian kat atas sbnarnya lgik haru ,xmmpu dirungkaikan dgn kata2 ,prcayalah )

nie sowg lg bdak yg ak kena asuh .tgk pipi dy ,cam belon .haha.

then ,ptg tue .ak pegi karnival masuk u .waa ,mmg best . sbb ak tnya soklan mcm2 .im excted to see dffrent kind of pple .ak ley blagak gaya cm terer pdahal hampeh .haha .dan ak jmpe kawan2 ak yg best kat situ .dsbbkan ak pegi da lmbat ,so kjap je laa .
dn after tue ,ak start ase tak sdp bdan . sntuh dahi bkali2 ,ak panas ke tak .tp mmg ase nak tdo je . ble da byk tdo tue ,mmg lgsung x tlg ma ngan abah la jwbnya . ya ,ak mmg bkan anak yg baik tp ak juga bkanla anak yg jhat . tp nak wat cmne .bla ak da x sdp bdn ,taw2 je la cmne . prngai huduh smcam .



urmm .aaaa ! bwu ingt nak cte ap .haha . arinie after g blaja keta ,ak pon bgegas2 pulg ke rumah dan nek teksi ke kb mall .haha .ad reunion lagik .best gak ar .kali nie men snuker .mmg best .kami je gurl lam tue .dahla diowg geng2 sek agama ,steady jee .haha .skalik masuk ,dgn bau asap ,lam ati ak kate cam pub je sbb nmpak krusi yg tnggi dn kalerful tue .xley byg pub sbnar cmne .cite yg sbnar adlah ....



besa la bla reunion nie .byk cite dan rhsia yg boley dkorek .huhu .dan ak bwu taw yg kwan ak tym skola ren ak dlu da kapel . ak x pena taw psl bnda nie . ak bkan sdey sbb dy tak cite kat ak ,sbb ak mmg tak mnat kalo dy nak cite pon .tp ak sdey sgt2 bla dy yg kuknal dlu sudah brubah . ak dah trlalu jauh ngan dy bla ak dgr cte2 camnie .yaa ,ak sgt sedih .taktaw nak kata ap . ak tak ley nak kta ap sbb dy kapel . ye lahh .konon remaja lah kan .plek la kalo tak kapel .kolot sungguh sape2 yg pkir cmtue .owg x ckup kasihsyang je ckp cmtue . ayat yg ak slalu ckp kat kwn2 ak dlu . ayat yg nak mkan ak balik last2. ttp kisah hitam .

pnjg lak entry kali nie.haha. nak kena smbung len kali plak .nnti stok cte ak abeh .

kanak-kanak .

Assalamualaikum .

yaa ,kanak2 .sgat menarik .haha .sjak 2 mnjak nie ,ak da ubah persepsi ak psal bdak2 .jgn tanya kenapa ! sbb ...ak nak cte la nie  :)

ak ase as im getting older , bdak2 da crdik utk menilai serta melihat ketulusan ati akak yg baek lgik cun melecun nie .haha .bdak2 mmg ske ak .siyes ,tak tpu .

sjarah nye ,dari kecik ,ak mmg x ske budak . ntahla ,mmg tak ngam ar ,xde chemstry lgsung .taktau ap yg xkena nya . ak mengeluh .huhh .myb normal bgik seowg anak yg tiada adek .

ttapi skang ,saya tdak lgik sprti dlu .sy skakan bdak .dan bdak sukakan sy .haha .mgkin krana sy suda ckup ksabaran utk mlayan mereka spt mana mreka sbar utk mndgr bebelan sy srta melihat wajah sy yg ble mrah ala2 angry bird gtueww ( itu brg lpas yaa ).

inilah bdak yg dmaksudkan oleh sy itu :)

abang brsama adeq menaiki kekuda :)

haha .krana mereka sngguh comel shingga mnybabkan ak ase stiap masa nak cubit je pp bdak2 nie .tp terima kasih byk2 kpd dua bdak nie .meter ksabaran ak dah mningkat .kuwg sket mndidih nye tue .u look pple .so sweet .haha .kecik2 ak dlu xde nye nak baek cmnie ngan abg ak .smpai skang ,he made me one of his fav toy , i thnk . sbb itu ,sy suda mahir aktiviti lasak spt tinju ,spak menyepak dan sbgainya .adooi .tp mmg sakit bla beliau mmbalas kmbali pukulan ak yg ala2 mnja tue .x nak ar cte sal dy .

entry pendek sbb seharian da pnat .accompany kak ngah to HRPZII sbb pegi cek dr penyakit tgn dy .act ,nothings bad .kate doktor tue la .hopefully :)

p/s : tym ak g spital ,i can see the dcreasing num of malays who works as a pharmacist . mna prginya melayu ? amek kos len kot . haha .bbye pple :)

kwan kamu smpai mati .insyaallah .

Assalamualaikum .

bsemgt jap .haha .  sbb.....hehe .

sbb ak da informkan my besfwen sal blog nie .so nak buat entry juz for them .yupp ,them .mmg x tpu ,ak rndu sgt2 ngan mkhluk allah 2 owg nie .ukhuwah yg trbina stelah skian lama masih utuh d hati mski kini sudah bjauhan .ak da trcampak blek kat hometown ak d ufuk tmur nie .u knoe nape mse ak kol ampa td ,ak glak2 ? sbb ak xtaw nak ckap bhasa ap ngan ampa .nak ckap bhasa utara ,cam tak jdik dah .nak cakap key ell ,pekehei plak ttbe .kang ak ckap kel ,dua2 nganga tross .snang .yaa ,skarang dan lpas nie ,kte akan mghadapi msalah komunikasi .sgan la weyy nak smbang ngan ampa taw dokk .ak mcam kedah wannabe pdahal ak nie kelntan sjati taww .sbb ampa la ,ak ggih gak ckap takot ampa tak pham ak ckap ap .bgus tak ak .haha .

tbe2 ,sgan lak ak teringat surat yg ak bgik kat ampa masa ak nak blek dah tue .*blushing .lam ati ak ,lantak ar .ari last .blom tntu ak jmpa ampa dah pas nie kan .haha .

okay . tme kasey byak2 ye SITI AISHAH dan SYAHIRAH sbb hadir lam idop ak .

woww,tacing tak .kalo tak ,p cek kat dr .ad sumthin wrong la tue .after famili ak ,ampa la owg plg pntg lam idop ak . siyesli .xsia2 ak p kedah sbb dpt jmpa 2 manusia hebat ini .haha .ampa da byk sdarkan ak saat ak melalui jln2 kgelapan ,omputeh kata .u lite up my path :)

ct ,ak rndu saat tarik2 rmbut ,saat bkejar kjaran smpai abeh bdak steria len mrah kat kte ,smua laa .haha .skang ,ang jga la anak 2 ang leklok ye .

syahirah ,tq sbb byk sbr ngan ak .jga ak ,asek mmbebel je kje .haha .but i knoe ,u luv me rite ?haha .

skang ,jgn rndu ak plak . haha .ad prob pape ,dont even hesitate to story kat ak .mmg ak kdg2 agak annoying ,but .insyaallah .i'll b there for u .

ingat ag prinsip idop ak .hidup nie mcam ....haha,telor goreng lak skang nie.plis b hepi n i'll always b hepi for u .sntiasa brbaiksgka dgn allah itu pnting ..n lastly ...

...saya sayang kamu krn Allah...

at last ~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM .

Haha .akhirnya . .....ak pegi jgak Akademi Memandu Anda .stlah sbulan 'lari' kelas .hehe.nek keta je la .blaja sgala bnda ntok lulus test JPJ .tp ak bwu blaja nek bukit ,parking lom ag .tp xpe .AZWA .t8 ur tym .....fuhh .

dn sdang ak mnunggu pok din kete smbil brbuat rncak dgn cik nina ,mata ak tak dpat lari dr mmrhatikan gelagat2 owg yg tgh bwak moto lam litar .sume tereer2 dah .urmm,ak akan blaja gak nanti slow2 .ad tips ke nak bg konfden nek moto ?

sume gaya nie da td .kalo ak .......

haa...one more thing ,ak jga dpat kol dri sowg makcik yg lpe bufday ak ! haha .for de frst tym ,ak x kesa .

sbb ....last year ,i forgot hers .sgt2 tnsen ngan dri ak .cmmane lpe bufday kwan bek ak nie .so ble dy plak lpe taon nie ,chill je la :) ..dan ble ak angkt kol dr dy ,she plays bufday song to me wif her keybod .hehe .makcik SYAHIRAH mmg sweeeet . sbb tue la ak x bkenan nak ad boypren2 nie  .          kerana.......... 

saya sudah ad kamu .hekhek .lots of luve.

pasnie ,ak berazam akan mghbeskan latihan 8 jam tue cpt2 dan lulus test JPJ .yeayy ! .imagine pon da wat ak hepi .dats all for now .daa ~

i learn sumthin today . if u cant avoid it ,  just enjoy it :)

skalik ak ckp kau kwn ak ,slamanye kau kwn ak .

BELIEVE ME IN WHAT I'VE EVER SAID TO U .

Haha .this tym pple ,judge me on the post ttle .
ak pena ckp kau kwn ak ,ak pena ckp aku senang kalo ngan kau ,ak pena ckp ak selesa smbg ngan kau ,kalau kau msg ,ak rep tros ,so wuteva hppened in de fture ,m8 sure u knoe, u will always be my fren .yupp,sumtimes i tend to forget u ,dint rep ur msg ,annoyed u so much or wuteva i did .haha ,tue je ak nak ckap .x spesifik kpd sape2 .appreciate the frenship itu pnting .bbye .




p/s : msg masuk x henti2 . tym nie ar ,ak ase ak syg sgt kat manusia atas dunia nie .hee :) .xde kja ntok post bnda nie .

kelahiran putri bongsu che mat ngan kak sa ~

alamak ! da 12 FEBRUARY ! HAHA.  haa ,ap ? x ingat tue bkan kwan ak laa .

okaayy , tq kat sape2 yg wish awl2 agik kat ak .mmg trharu .sumpah ! tp takkan smpai nak nanges lak kan . i was having a chitchat wif my MAMA a few hours ago act . ak gtaw yg bufday kali nie pling rilek .xya nerves pape .haha . u knoe wat . yelaa , xde dah owg yg suh ak wat tarian korea kat tgh2 dtaran astries tue ,smbah air yg sgt wangi (sbb air sabun ) bebaldi2 ,nak sorok barang ak abeh satu locker , angkat tilam ak p ltak bwah dn mcm2 agi .xkan cg nik ngan cg mat nak wat cmtue kan .itu tdaaak mungkin .taw2 je la warga pndidik nie cmne . naseb gak awl2 taon .haha . i already receive a few mskols from my Best2 fren .haha .okayy .meh ak listkan b liau2 yg terhormat nie .

yg nie spesel darik plkn gua musang taw.owg nie act mmg nak kena sbb pekena ak . he sent me a msg saying that he really need to talk sumthn really importnt .act , i was easily tricked by whoever i know .until i figured it was bout my bufday. . walopn sore bliau x bpe nak mrdu dan dinyanyikan brsama dgn faiz razali or 'abah' plak tue tp i still apprciate it sooo much :)  u knoe me really wll rite ?  ati batu sket .haha.ble nak kuar ar plkn ? u shud see this :))

alaa ,rmbut je tnggi tue .hee :) .he's one my best fren ,azuan syafiq

tgk .kami snantiasa brsama2 .hehe .abaikan en on2 kat ctu

de next one is my best2 fren .haha . SITI aishah . she was realllllyyyy kawan plg baik ak penah ad .nape ? x caye ,tgk gambar nie :) . she was there evrytime i need her .reaallly miss those sweeet moments wif her . the times when we were running in de rain .the times when we dcded to spend our masa2 terakhir in jenan . bak kata ct ,mghabeskan masa tua brsama2 . she called me rite after 12 .haha .lmbat sket 10 min .xpe ,azwa x kesa .seb bek ang ingat ak ag ,ct . ak takot ang amnesia je :))

then ,the next meaningful msg i got is from Ms Masyitahshahida . haha . ms model .she ddcated a page in her blog for me .sooo sweeet .she's act one of my earliest frens in jenan .n when were in 1 elit ,she was really a gud deskmate to me .

lmbat sket masuk gambar che ta kte nie . hee :)) curik gak gambo ang .

kalo nak tgk dy tulis ap ,silekan tkan link kat bwah nie .jmput2 .

http://oneofthosegurlz.blogspot.com/2012/02/wishing-time-shahidatul-azwa.html

okayy , td bwu masuk msg from my kaklong . ive been wonder since a long tym wheres act my siblings. adooyy .but i forgive her .hehe.when i read hers,i felt some ice cracking in my heart . i thnk the tears are starting to fall down .no way ,girl .cool down .her msg sounds " Hepi bufday adk kcik ! May Allah bless u...no matter what hppened,i'll be by ur side ,k..." . she's such a responsble sister to me ..

on the left side is my kaklong .and kak ngah on the right side .

not to forget , my first follow me up fren is en .bakai or bakaiboy.hehe time kasey ye adek . dan kwan2 lain dkat pesbuk dan henpon cikai nie .dis year , x nak adiah pape .just pray for de best for my result :)


surat lam bahasa baku .

sempena hari lahirku yang ke 18 ,tiada lain yang kuharap selain dari kebahagiaan orang-orang yang amat kusayangi dan juga kesihatan mereka agar sentiasa terjaga .biar aku papa ,asal aku tidak miskin dengan kasih sayang keluargaku .biar aku papa ,asal aku tidak lupa budi bahasa .biar aku papa ,asal aku masih tidak tersimpang dari jalan yang benar,biar aku papa ,asal aku tidak bertemankan syaitan sebagai rakan karibku dan biar ak papa ,asal aku tidak kedana :)

moto kapcai !

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim .

pnat sngguh ase ari nie . pkir2 blek , pe yg ak da buat ari nie ? *urmm .xde pape pon .hua3 .pe la yg ko pnat sgt azwa smpai ooii klah ckgu mat ngan ckgu nik nie ? im act mentally exhausted .its all about my  driving lisence .i thnk ,i was born wth this coward thing .im such a timid gurl with no exciting future plan .im not the same as other teenagers ,i think . talk bout teenager ,we would thnk sumone with a desire ,dream , so ambitious to grab sumthin they dreamt their whole life .but not for me .argghh ! nape la sume jadi cm x kena ngan ak skang nie ? lesen keta yg da trtunda sjak blan 1 ag . other pple already got their lisence . but me ? God already repay me for my wrongdoing to abah . on his bfday ,ive been making such a 'good' behavior to him . haha .n then the result , ak da jtuhkan motor kpcai kat akademi memandu anda . okayy .gud gurl ! .

 ckgu tue kta ,"seb bek awak jtuhkan motor nie ,sblom nie brek tgn x bpe nak mkan sgt ," .

u see pple , haha ,ak da brjasa tue .seb bek x kna maki hamun kat ctue .dn after that ,ak da takut nak nek moto kat ctue .Ya Allah , wats wrong with me .ak da fobia .skang bkannye ak x ley bwak motor .but im just an Amateur whose cnfidence does not reach the level to drive in the ' litar ' .okay .breath in .breath out .practise makes prfect pple .dun wori ,b hapi . insyaallah .

sesuke ati ak je pnggl moto kapcai ,x pon sbnrnye . bwu ag .A.M.A bwu je bkak bbpe taon .2012 is the thrd year .lwa ag motor tue .lwa sgt2 ,smpai ase cm nak jhnamkan dy .hahaha .by the way , my sisters were jst too gud for me . they learn fast , the most important thing ,they hve the cnfidence ! btol ke ak adeq dyowg ne?*curious ttbe .

buat masa skang ,ak hnya nak bnda nie ! nak jgak .

p/s : alamak ! grg la plak mka pakcik lam nie . sori2 .sy curi pic pakcik .pnjam jap je :)